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It all started with a heart attack back in early June of 2004. Starting a blog almost 2 years later really leaves quite a lot of stuff that has happened since then out. I'll be trying to fill in some of the blanks as I go along.
I can say in no uncertain terms that so far it's been one hell of a journey! It's probably even safe to say I'm not the same person that I was before this all happened. Is this new person better or worse than the one I was before? Hell if I know! That's probably better left for others to comment on. All I know is I certainly have changed.
It's been much more than just a radical lifestyle change, too. I'm not sure if letting an event like this define who you are is a good thing or a bad thing. At this point I think it has to be something in between. You can't let it totally define you but if you don't let it at least navigate some of the way then how do you ever stay on the right road?
I have no idea where this is all going. Mostly it's been enlightening and uplifting and amazing and wonderful. But, there is also this whole thing with immortality riding shotgun on this ride that keeps things... well.. I don't know. Different... uncharted... disarming... and honestly, yes, at times even pretty scary. But at the same time it's also very enlightening and liberating!
I guess if I could explain it all in four paragraphs I wouldn't have started a blog! I Hope you also enjoy the ride!
fatman 2006-03-13